8 weeks. 2 months. thats it.

     there is only 8 weeks left until this school year is over and i will be leaving the state of utah and traveling back to MO.  just two months...its kinda super depressing...  dont get me wrong, im super excited to go home and be with my family and friends and work 3 jobs and have no life, but im super sad to leave everyone here.  seriously... its kinda starting to hit me that theres a huge possibility that i am never going to see these people again.  ok yeah im going to see jessica next year, seeing as how shes going to be my roommate, and malaysias my cousin, and hailey and emilee will be around, but ashley and all the boys?? they're all going to be gone! ahsley is going to community college in florida next year and then all the boys are going on their missions! for TWO YEARS.  maybe im being over dramatic but two years is a long time and i love these people and a lot can happen in two years, and it just sucks cuz now we have to go and make all new friends again. blaahhhhh
     i mean seriously, why didnt anyone prepare me for this.  i mean there are plenty of things that cant be really prepared for... your first period (no amount of talks before hand can prepare you for the onslaught of crampage and blood gushing from your body for a week), senioritis (the pain involved in that was truely quite unexpected, senioritis is supposed to be fun right? FALSE! (black bears) it sucked.), and now this.  Couldnt someone, anyone really, have just been like 'hey, you are going to go to college and you are going to make a lot of friends your first year there, dont get to know any of the boys, cuz if you do they will become your best friends and you will love them and then your life will suck because they will be wrenched from your life for two years and by then you/they wont even remember them/you and it all just sucks buttmonkeys.'  yeah that wouldve been nice if someone had told me that.
     oh well...i mean i guess it isnt that big of a deal right?  i will still have friends/make new friends and it will be great and glorious and then i'll get married and live happily ever after right. hahaha yeah anyways hope all is well with all of you =] i hope you all have a good week this week and that all of your wildest dreams come true.  peace and blessings, peace and blessings.