Wednesday, May 18, 2011

can i just say

     that this is going to be the highlight of my life.

biggest loser is the stupidest show in the history of life.

     so basically, to catch you all up to speed, i just wrote a very lengthy post about how much my life sucks and how ive ruined my life because im fat and how life is never going to get better. i got probably about what wouldve been about half way through this post, completely bashing on myself and i realized that it was all complete and total crap.  seriously, how old am i? 19? not even 20 yet. my life is not ruined. far from it.  if i wanted to i could kick myself in the butt actually get it together and loose all this weight by sometime next year and then it'd be over with. done. i could be confident and beautiful and completely happy in one year at the age of twenty.  annd i dont know about you guys but i feel like ive been waiting my whole life to be in my twenty's (hahah get it?? waiting my whole life haha) and if i can get to a point where i am happy and healthy and loving life by 20 with decades and decades left to live, that doesnt sound too bad to me. 
     you know what? im gonna do it. starting today. may 18, 2011. in one year i will be skinner, healthier, happier, and more confident than i have ever been in my life. im serious. you dont think im serious?? seriously, sitting here being all pathetic spewing to the world why my life sucks opened up my eyes to how much my life could not suck. bahahhaha sorry...that was just funny to me....haha anyways. im doing it. y'all hold me to it. its gonna happen. starting right now, this very second. cant wait for may 18, 2012. watch out suckaaaas =]

Tuesday, May 10, 2011

it has been a while....

     it has sure been a while since the last time i posted on here. sorry bout that. ive been in a weird 'im back at home im gonna be a huge bum' funk thats lasted the past couple of weeks. i know, pathetic, but here i am bloggin again. blahhh wow, sorry this post sucks so much...  i just need to get back into the groove of things, annnnnd what better way to do that than announcing the the beard/stache count winner!!! =D whoooo yeah! excitement!
     alright well when we last left off the beards and the staches were locked in a heated battle, dukin it out, with beards at 16 and staches at 17.  i, an avid beard fan, was searching high and low all over campus for beards to try and create the biggest upset the world has ever seen.  if you recall from my very first post on this topic, beards are hard to come by on the byu campus since they have that silly rule about being clean shaven all the time, and so it seemed that the staches were destined to win from the very beginning.  and on top of that it was finals week, and the men of byu aren't allowed to partake in tests at the testing center unless they are facial hair free, so basically i was resigned to the fact that the staches were gonna take it and the underdogs would loose like predicted.  and then on my  way back from my german final i saw him.  the last man with a beard. i cant tell you how happy i was to see all that facial hair. not only did this tie up the count, but this guy was lookin mighty supafineeee too. a nice added bonus after walking out of a final that i was sure i completely bombed. (i didnt, btdubs, i got an 87! i know, crazy right??) but yeah.
     so the final count stands 17 to 17.  the beards managed to tie it all up in the end. i am so proud of them and cant wait till next year to start the contest back up again. =]  but yeah, so lets see. what else do i have to blog about these past couple of weeks?? oh well, so i got home, which in its self is a huge story (i mean ginormous, i thought for sure i was never gonna get home) that i dont have the stamina to blog about yet, hopefully that will come soon, but yeah i got home, and things have been good...ish.  i almost cried like 3 times during sacrament meeting my first sunday back cuz all i could think about was all the people i missed and blah blah blah.  i have my job back at handyman, and thats going great (other than really sore feet from standing for centuries on end). and yeah things have been good....well im gonna wrap this post up. im not really sure what else to talk about at this point and i feel like im nearing the crazy boring babbling stage.  hope everythings going well with you, that life is just wonderful and happy and exciting, and that you havent been stuck in a weird nasty funk thats lasted that past couple of weeks, you've been doing exactly the opposite of that and having the time of your life seizing the day or something equally as corny!  haha yeah... well... peace and blessings, peace and blessings. haha  =]